Have you ever had one of those days where you wake up and things feel off?  Like you’re pretty sure it’s going to be a really bad day?  Today is one of those days.  There are a lot of stresses on our plates right now, and I just feel like today is the day for all of them to come crashing down… possibly.  I feel helpless… I feel like I should try to stay positive and tell myself that today is going to be a great day no matter what… but somehow my mind is telling me to prepare for the worst today so that I’m not disappointed when it comes.  That’s fine, I guess.  I just didn’t have anyone to talk to about it, and then I remembered that I have this blog that at least I could write down my feelings and get them out of my head, pretending that people will read!

One of my favorite blogs is “ItJustGetsStranger.com”  He is hilarious.  One of his posts talked about people who put random vague posts on facebook and how it drives him crazy… http://www.itjustgetsstranger.com/2013/02/dear-vague-facebook-status-poster.html.  I am 100% on his side, and yet I feel like I’m doing just the same right now.  Is it better (at all) that its on my blog and not on facebook?  That I’m not really looking for people to pity me or post comforting comments back to me?  I am just using this as an out for my nervousness for this day to begin.

It is now 9:am and actually things are so far so good.  Donny has destroyed my kitchen.  Normal.  He’s pooped more than any two year old should possibly be able to create.  Normal.  I had a brownie for breakfast.  Normal.  Maybe I was just psyching myself out this morning.  Maybe today will be a normal day.  I just hate Tuesdays anyway, so maybe it was just knowing that it was my least favorite day of the week that has encouraged my irrational fear to get my day started.  We shall see…

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2 responses »

  1. Nova Keller says:

    I am going to be completely lazy today. You can join me. We can “make” it a good day together.

  2. Caryn says:

    I just love you!!! I can concur with the random FB comments! Every once in a while, no biggie, every 10 minutes… OK MUST DELETE YOU! haha Anyway I miss you! We will be headed to Salt Lake this week!!! It will just be a quick jaunt through but if you are available we will be taking the kids around temple square and meeting Colton and his wife and kiddos at Olive Garden right by there! Call or text me I would love to get together since I cannot FB stalk you anymore!! 469-400-0607 I hope your day gets better, I feel ya I have days like this all the time. Currently I should be packing, cleaning, doing homework, wiping a kids butt, doing dishes, scrubbing floors, writing a paper for my husband and on and on and on! But here I am reading your blog 😉 love ya!! HUGS!

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